Oct. 10, 2015

fast food

I love fast food....Taco Bell, Whataburger, Taco Cabana, Burger King....I could go on and on.

For about a month, fast food was not on my menu and I lost 10 lbs.  Yay me!

Whatever. After that month, I wanted a hamburger so bad.  Not the hamburgers I'd been making at home, but a Whataburger, with a strawberry shake and kettle potato chips.  I ate them, then went on to tacos and caso and CC's pizza....it was horrific! Oh the humanity!

I also bought Butterfingers and Twinkies and Cheetos and blah blah blah.

My heart tells me, "For the love of all that is holy, stop eating that stuff and eating so much of it, gees!"

But my mind tells me, "You're unhappy. You don't deserve to be thinner. You're old and too far gone, why bother."

I am so bad for me....toxic even.

Will I ever break the habit of fast food and eating mass quantities? It's doubtful.