Jul. 16, 2015

I need positive thoughts

Hi y'all.  I have been informed by a criminal justice major that "tweak" is a word that has drug connotations.  I did not know that.  Hmmm.  I'll have to think of another word to use for my weight adventure.  Maybe I'll call it "My Weight Adventure."  Hmmm, that's a thought.

My next weigh day is Sunday morning.  I'm two pounds away from my first small goal of losing 10 lbs.

I'm having a difficult time right now though, and I thought that maybe you could help me.  I need some positive thoughts aimed at me.  I know, I know...everything is about me.  Sorry.

As I've said before, I'm an eater, a huge eater.  I love, love, love food....it makes me happy.  It's not so much that I'm craving Gringo's or potato chips or Andy's BBQ or a DQ steak finger basket.  It's like I'm craving MORE food....you know, MASS QUANTITIES of food!

I want to be strong and rid myself of this fear of blowing it.  I get this panic about food and crave it so bad, not remembering that I will get to eat again, and that every meal is not my last meal!  Help!

I love you guys for being there for me.  Thank you always.

This picture courtesy of Jay Morris.  [It's a pic of me begging.]

"My name is Jill.  I'm a foodaholic."     "Hi Jill."